The entire night I had the one single conversation (that I had earlier) looped over and over in my mind. For 6 hours my mind replayed some inane conversation I had during the day. I could not stop it. I tried to think of some cricket match I saw, thought about the hanuman story my grandma told me. All this failed to distract me. I returned back to have that conversation in many different ways.
The second night a similar thing happened. Its like at 10:30 when you go to sleep, if a thought strikes you that you won't get sleep today, you most probably won't. The thought is like a weather warning that you get before it happens. So yesterday was terrible in terms of my alertness. I was barely conscious of where I was standing.
Finally managed to sleep yesterday night. But it was weird. I got my exam dreams again. I was in a state, where I had to write my 12 std (grade) exams again. In my dream I had 2 weeks to go for that. Although everybody around me is worried and are constantly studying (co-students are people from work, uncles, arbitrary people), I am not. But I am afraid. Just that I don't do anything about it I don't know why. I have chemistry subject that much I remember, then I have my 8th semester switching circuit theory exam and then I have a Hindi exam. When I got up in the morning today, I got up with some other arbitrary conversation looped back in my head.
Maybe there is some truth to saying prayers before we sleep and immediately after getting up. It can have a soporific (?) effect.